SOUNDTRACK big party last night: beer, wine and a lot of fun, now it hurts a bit 'my head and want to be alone!
Between 4 walls absolutely not, I take my music and go! I get lost in one of the many streets of this city that will host me for a few months! Part
the first song and something happens inside of me ... I want to start running and never stop until the physical holding, but I can not a headache I would not have more than 100 meters ! the desire to vent but I do not go and then I start caring about my horrible singing voice, takes time with his hand and go! Sound crazy, but there are a lot more than you will not notice! Oh I forgot
wearing my favorite clothes ... the older and out of fashion!
Arrival to the bridge and along the roads there is a lot of that water overflowed from the great river that touches back! Part
the second song!
My hand stops beating and hours would fly! I would fly up to heaven to personally greet that friend who left me and this song reminds me too much, I want to say thanks for the laughs and for the company! I can not do ... or maybe I'm doing it already! hold back the tears and continuous!
Now I have the river on my left!
I'm in a street full of local ultraborghesi even if on purpose and begins the song of us common people that we are defined by those villagers who are still the distinction between town and country, those who still make distinctions! I would look at the people who pay 3 euro for a coffee, if you do not have the nice clothes brand does not come out that people who mostly consists of tourists who think that in a country like this will certainly be the masters with their money ! I would like to look at their faces and show all my contempt, but I think it would ruin my trip so hard water and humming. Now I'd like to be among my friends ... I'm away! I hope that the ports along the river up to them my thoughts! I can not, the desire is too disgusted, I turn for a moment and ... and look how the metropolis has tanned!
Go ahead and go in the direction of the old city, I'd like it to start a song from my mp3 De Andrè but decided for a nice folk!
The air is Irish. They leave the violins, and I now I want to travel to a sunny place with a big green lawn and a big concert where you can dance, lie down and dirty thoughts without waiting for arrival night to count the stars and decide which is the best! In my mind that green lawn that at first seemed so far away now seems to be back home, I see what my favorite tree where a child went to rest after two kicks a ball, if you think about the kick lasted almost a whole day ! I try to remember Now if there is still a tree but as today the head will help me today, giving up the memories and decide that the tree is there!
I go!
The song is long and end in front of the old church ...
It 'full of tourists ... but I do not care!
Today I am interested to be alone!
It 's time for a nostalgic song! So I choose a ballad and I sit on a bench!
The headache goes slowly and start to mind memories of last night ... but during the chorus there is only room for my emotions and memories of times past and I hope that will pass even with my girlfriend, it's our song!
not last long!
I stand still and lose myself in the streets! I think it's a bit 'dangerous to be alone here but I realize once more that the city really makes you invisible! There are so many people homeless, penniless and no one will care for them why should they think of me?! Maybe because I definitely money in your pocket! Well ... with these clothes did not appear. I smile!
indifference put up half a revolutionary song!
This is only mine! I feel stronger and now I want to smash the world and do it again again without masters, without wars, without television (this is my setting), without everything that is making us slaves of time and material things! This thought more than to smash the world is breaking my brain ... but I do not resign! I will come to think of it!
Ohhhh there it is! The song of my favorite cartoon! With her I learned to dream ... to dream of having true friends and not as a dream today in front of children's cartoons have to be super heroes or near the most beautiful pussy that exists! I think my dreams were healthier than those not now! I think of my friends and I think that my dream is already a little 'reality!
starts to get cold so I untied the scarf around the waist and wearing!
When I'm about to start my journey is approaching a guy with a zainone shoulders, start talking, and South America will be here on holiday for a bit 'of days, I do not know much about this city, but those few things that I know could thus be useful to write something on paper, seems like a good person I think it could be beautiful and interesting to see him again, I leave my number and go!
I sit with the old square behind and in front of the river, I decided that now I can try to dream without music, only with my own eyes!
The sun it is about going and the scenery is beautiful, the red of the sunset reflecting off the water and there is an incredible atmosphere! Near me there are two other guys who talk in their language and a cigarette are there to live right now!
There is an atmosphere and a peace hard to describe!
I think back to the guy just met and I realize that sometimes you just need one look to understand a person! Certainly when I get to talk to him our conversation will be attractive and strong, we will talk about politics, religion, travel and always seem to know.
I learn something from him, him to me!
and now I get the lights on the streets already are on, I turn on my mp3 back and see that the battery is leaving me so I decide for the last 3 songs that will keep me company!
The first brings out the wanderlust! I think of all the places where I was and I think of places where I'd like to stay: Machu Picchu, Patagonia, Africa and even Mexico, Chiapas this time!
I am reminded of a strange journey with a bus from countless places, I bring this van and go around the way to collect all the people I knew and that was important to me! It would be wonderful to travel with all those who have been part of my best moments, it would be wonderful that all my friends knew each other during the journey!
would be nice to get on a virgin beach and desert where you can dance and sing around a bonfire to celebrate until the physical holding, a little 'rest and start the next day and everything until the life we \u200b\u200bhave inside comes completely satisfied we can go out and everyone at home! It would be nice!
While I think it is also almost finished the penultimate song.
I have to decide how to finish this beautiful melody my walk and my mental journey, it's a tough choice there would be plenty to listen to classical but I go on, go light, I'm calm because I know that this song hardly betray me! After all about a situation very similar to the one I'm ending of life. He speaks of freedom, people with only the head and a song in my mouth, it went without a walk back!
And 'she takes me home!
I open the door.
I feel good, the headache is a former speech now!
I lie on my bed this time without music, I'm lucky to get out of my window one of the most beautiful monuments of this city, I think of the long walk I did, and I'm fine! Being yourself is not so bad ... RIING RIING, the phone rings, it's my friend, "Hello?" "Party Tonight Erasmus at my house, come from? "
" Coming! "
